Saturday 29 April 2017

That nightmare, turned out to be my life


When you reach to that position when you can go further in life...
When your only wish is to go back to being young!
Go back to where you were just an innocent kid..
Where your only worries were if your parents will give you that ice cream after your meal :)

My worst nightmare was to live in a world without you
And I remember telling you that
And you replied "What made you think about this?"
And I said "nothing, its just I don't want to live in a world without you"
And you said "You won't"
I know that it wasn't your choice
And its God will and only God knows the reason but I believe in God and his choices are the best even if it hurts as fuck
But God do things to prevent other things from happening.

I love you
And I will forever love you
And no one will be loved the same way I do
I miss you but I am gonna see you soon
I am just scared...

I am trying my best to hold myself together but sometimes, most of the time, I fail ...
Its not easy, and I don't think that it will get easier or i'm gonna get used to it
I don't want to say anything more

I was just thinking, the only way to run away from this is by going back in time to where i was just an innocent kid
And stay as a kid ...

Gone

Rest in peace darling  29/3