Unreachable

If you go, I go
If you stay, I stay ...
Don't leave me alone in this world hun
you know that both of us aren't on good terms right now, please, at least wait till we fix our problems and then you are free to leave to the other life.

Why "ODing" yourself and you know that I NEED you with me? Why are you trying to leave me alone here? especially when things are fucked up between us!

Just give us a chance to fix things, to have closure
You left me years hanging, why making it permanent?
I don't want you to feel bad, but babe I can't stand up on my feet, I can't fight this, not without you :(

You know, its really hard to sleep and when I do, its really hard for me to wake up..
I thought that time will heal my wounds, but actually the more it heals the worse it hurts.

Whats love?
Its when you fall too deep and even after getting hurt really bad you'll still forgive all their sins.
Is even when you are not with them, your are happy that they are safe,
But will happen if they are gone from this world?

Gave you every piece of me no wonder its missing, don't know how to be so close to someone so distant...
And now you are not just so distant, you are unreachable

This feeling sucks

And every time I think that I am getting over it and I will be fine, it turn out to be totally wrong!
I am tired of ignoring the fact that you are actually gone and at night I cry myself to sleep
I am tired of pretending that I am ok and it doesn't kill me or effect me where its actually drawing all my energy off me
It sucks
This feeling sucks
When you keep it in but you are actually hurting your body
When you let it out but you can't stop it and you end up feeling shit for at least a week
I want you back but you can't come back
I want to follow you to where you are but its not in my hand
See you in my dreams...