Every night

And for so long
I was there where I didn't belong
In the past
Sleeping with the things I couldn't change
And just trying to get  it through another night ...
Because,
thats what you do
when you don't know where to go
Good or Bad
You hold to the things that feel familiar ...

Just you, to the rest of my life

At exactly 12:00 AM,

Switch off all the lights and lighten up your lanterns,

That dim light, lighting up this silent room,

Play a quiet romantic song, a relaxing one, one of your favs maybe...

Come and sit beside me, come closer my dear,

I need you closer, I wanna feel your heartbeats on my chest as it’s my own...

Let us hug, cuddle, keep me between your arms, just keep me there till the morning...

We don’t have to talk, maybe just keep on whispering “I love you” cause it’s hard to hold it in,

Body languages are stronger when it comes to feelings, or from what I believe,

So just stay silent, and our bodies will do the rest …

The seconds starts to race to minutes and to hours, and we couldn’t be happier,

Those moments, are irreplaceable, Bae, we need to make the best out of it,

Yup we have the whole night, and probably our lives, but I don’t how long I’m gonna live for,

But I promise you, I won’t leave you, you may leave, but I won’t…

I’m willing to give it all, and keep on fighting everything that comes in our way,

Because it’s worth it, you make me feel loved, secured and happy <3

And before the sun rise up again with a new beautiful morning next to you,

Kiss me good night, and keep me in your arms,

Don’t ever let me go, keep me, hold me, tight…

And I wanna start my next day and finish it off with you,

Just you, to the rest of my life

Please ...

And I reached to that stage that I cant fool myself anymore

But I cant accept the fact that you left already

You are not coming back 

I know it but i hate to admit it 

And I wont 

i wont

Though you fucked me up all these years and I still blame myself for that not you, 

But I don't want a life without you

I just cant live without you 

Can you fucking get it????

It kills me 

It kills me for real and seriously I don't know how far I can go cause everything started to clash and I don't simply feel weak, I collapse every now and then 

Everyone around thinks that its just the side effects of something i have 

But I know that its not

Its you

The side effects of YOU!

Im not just broken inside

I feel like there is a huge hole inside me 

It hurts me

Too much pain

i cant take it hun

I cant handle this pain

So please just come back 

Just come back

I need you for real

I need you to be able to breath without pipes and needles ...

What about you dear?

You know, seeing all these happy couples around me made me think, whats really missing from my world to be as happy as they are. Of course everyone has his own problems and insecurities, his own fears and wounds, but it seems like everyone in this world except us are alive!

You know, you and I, are just a couple of lost souls that can't find the light in their way.
So lost that they are scared to step froward or go backward, stuck in their place for over two years.

Why? I keep asking myself this question but I never found a good answer for that!
I'm scared to move forward cause i'm scared... Scared of being in that position where I'll have to fight another battle though I didn't finish yet from my first!
And I'm scared to go backward because I'm really frightened of the idea that you will hurt me even worst than the previous times. I'm not sure how though, cause it seems like you destroyed every single piece of me and left me badly wounded, shattered into million pieces that even billion years won't heal a single inch of me!
Yup you were that bad, wait, way worst than you can imagine hun...

But, you know what surprise me the most, that I still do love you and I can't hate you!

You may lied about loving me,  but I didn't lie when I said that I am madly in love with you, and losing you will fuck up my whole life ...

Guess what? I am fucked up at the moment, more than you can imagine  and thats why I am too scared to move from where I am
But what about you dear?

Out of mind - Tove lo

Lovers, into friends
Move on, to strangers
Let go, no more us
Move on, I'm trying

Denying
Saying "Time will heal"
Keep lying
To make me feel

I'm okay
So you believe
I forget you
Seriously

Really...

Are you kidding me?

You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
To think that I can
Keep you out of mind [echo]

Happy, used to be
Together, you and me
Things die, drift apart
Wait for, a new start

Denying
Think you'll fade away
Keep lying
I can hear you say

"You're in touch with
Reality"
Mm baby I say

Are you kidding me?

You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
To think that I can
Keep you out of mind [echo]

How can you say
I'll be alright?
What makes you think
That I'll be fine?

Baby you have to be
Completely out of your
You're out of mind
To think that I can keep you
Out of mind oh

You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
You're out of your
You're out of your
You're out of your mind
To think that I
To think that I can keep you
Out of mind

You're out of your mind
Ooh-oh Ooh
You're out of your mind
Ooh-oh ooh
You're out of your mind
To think that I
To think that I
To think that I
To think that I can keep you
Out of mind

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Alive - Sia

I was born in a thunderstorm

I grew up overnight

I played alone

I'm playing on my own

I survived

Hey

I wanted everything I never had

Like the love that comes with light

I wore envy and I hated that

But I survived

I had a one way ticket to a place where all the demons go

Where the wind don't change

And nothing in the ground can ever grow

No hope, just lies

And you're taught to cry into your pillow

But I survived

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

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I found solace in the strangest place

Way in the back of my mind

I saw my life in a stranger's face

And it was mine

I had a one way ticket to a place where all the demons go

Where the wind don't change

And nothing in the ground can ever grow

No hope, just lies

And you're taught to cry into your pillow

But I survived

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

You took it out, but I'm still breathing

I had made every single mistake

That you could ever possibly make

I took and I took and I took what you gave

But you never noticed that I was in pain

I knew what I wanted; I went in and got it

Did all the things that you said that I wouldn't

I told you that I would never be forgotten

And all in spite of you

And I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm still breathing

I'm alive (You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

(You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

I'm alive (You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

(You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

I'm alive (You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

(You took it out, but I'm still breathing)

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

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