Don't wake me up

Sometimes you wish that he never leaves your dreams, he visits you every night, every time you close your eyes. But some other times, you wish he don’t.

It feels real when the people who aren’t around comes around in our dreams. Their skin, touch, kisses and hugs, they all feel real and …. Just amazing.

You wish you could just live these moments for the rest of your lives and you never wake up.

But nothing lasts forever, especially the good moments. When you finally wake up, and realize that it was just a dream, you don’t know what to do. Mixed feelings, happiness and sadness. You don’t know, do you feel thankful for having him in your dreams and feeling him alive inside you, or just regretting feeling him alive since it opened your wounds wider and made them deeper.

And finally, a smile from your lips appear, and a tear falls from your eye. You keep replaying the dream inside your head all day long, and a deep smile appears at your face and your eyes sparkles as you try hard to trap that tear inside your eye.

I would choose sleeping forever, and keep dreaming of him and never wake up unless he comes back </3

Apart from everything happened, I still have a feeling that one day he will come back and he will realise how fucked up I became after he left.

Just come back ..

And because my love exceeded the limit, trust me, you won't find anyone who loves you more than me, even your mother!
We were perfect, and you left without a reason, without giving me a reason. By doing that, you wounded my heart really bad. But after few months, after i begin to get up on my feet and heal some of the wounds, you came to me, asking for forgiveness. I knew it inside me that you will hurt me again sooner or later, but i cared about your feeling more than mine so I got back with you, ignoring the fact the I'm literally killing myself by getting back with you. I just wanted to enjoy whats left from you.
You kept hurting me, blaming me for things that I have nothing to do with them.
And because I loved you, i accepted the blame cause I know sometimes all you need is to blame someone for your sins and mistakes.
And after everything, he left again, without a fucking reason, and this left me with "unhealable" wounds.
I cared about you, and I still do.
I'm out of words, sorry but I wish we could just get back together and live happily ignoring what happened in the past.
I already forgave him for everything without him asking!
Just come back ...

I will wait for as long as forever to be with YOU

The fact that I can’t be with anyone except him kills me!

No matter how hard I try, I can’t long someone other than him. I can’t see myself with anyone, except him.

It hurts, meeting perfect people, full of kindness and have the characteristics of the perfect lover, but you can’t be with them just because you couldn’t get over you ex.

I don’t know what I’m trying to do. I’m basically succeeding in everything except my love life. Sometimes, I feel like I need a man in my life, but other times, when I remember how hurtful it was when he left me, I don’t.

Though he wounded me so bad, stabbed me strike in the heart by saying I don’t have feelings for you and I never wanted you, I still love him. But the interesting part is, I don’t think I will get back with him if he came back for the third time!

I don’t want to get hurt anymore, I don’t want to get played anymore. whenever a new guy comes to my life as a friend and he starts to gets closer to me, I shut him down. I try to get further as best as I can, even if I fell for him. And why is that? It is because I know that I will still love my ex more than him, I will still think and cry at the memory of him, and one day, this new guy will leave and I will be left in pieces.

I feel like I have been cursed, when I loved him. It’s been two years, and it still feels like it was yesterday. I couldn’t get over the pain, I just got used to feel it inside me.

Your love is a permanent disease that spreads more and more everyday. Can’t be healed or treated only by death.

Here I am, in the other side of the world. I thought by moving to the other side of the world will make me get over you, unfortunately, it made me worst J

Your mine, and you will always stay mine no matter what you think.

My heart is yours,

My soul is yours,

My LIFE is yours,

You can play me like you want, I won’t mind,

But just don’t leave me again.

Stay with me, till I’m buried under the ground,

Stay with me, till my soul is taken from me,

Stay with me, till I leave this world and fly to the sky.

I love you,

And I will always will.

I will be here for you, if she broke your heart

I will be here for you, if she stabbed you in the back

I will be here for you, if she ruined your days

I will be here for you, if she doesn’t want you anymore

I will be here for you, no matter how your days was.

I hate waiting, 

But if waiting means being able to be with you, 

I will wait for as long as forever to be with YOU.

Music ...

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