A life like a life

When nothing starts to feel the same as it was before,

When your days turns into a boring daily routine,

When the bright colours are replaced with black and white,

When the noises are muted and turned into boring silence,

When the candle that lights up your life starts to go dimmer,

You lose hope in everything you do,

You feel like nothing worths it and you are just too tired from living,

You feel like there is nothing you can do to change your life to a “Life”

You decide to back off from everyone’s life and let go of everything you used to hold on to,

No goal, no hope, no love, no life

That moment, you prefer being alone rather than being with friends

you prefer staying in the dark rather than in the light,

you prefer being invisible rather than visible

you wish that if you could just disappear from existence 

you wish these sands around you drag you down into the deepest ground

or get into the bottom of the ocean and stay there

Am I giving up on life?

or giving up on him?

Or both i guess

All I need is 

A life like a life,

and someone like him ...