In my imaginary world

And as usual, I was staring at the dim candle next to my bed thinking about all the beautiful moments we had together before he shattered my heart and left me without even saying goodbye. We still have each other numbers, snapchat and Instagram accounts, but we rarely chat. I watch his snaps and Instagram posts and try my best to not cry whenever I see them, I try my best to not burst out whenever I see his picture.

After going through that painful beautiful memories, I unlocked my phone and opened his Instagram account so that I can reel to my own imaginary world where he still considered as mine.

In a very cold night, I’m laying on his chest, feeling the warmth of his body. His hand are around me, pulling me closer to him, while the other hand is brushing my hair calmly. I can hear his heart beats, which makes me feel safe and secured. The sky is full of bright stars today , and suddenly a star falls down leaving the dark sky with a straight sparkling line. “Make a wish” He said, “You become real in my other world” the first thing that came up in my mind.

He replied “What do you mean?”, “you left me in a million shattered pieces that no one can fix it except you, you left in pain that made me so close to death” I replied in a quiet tone but he didn’t reply with anything so I said “No one can undo this pain except you, by coming back to me, the scars won’t fade away for sure but I still want you to be mine and I can live with the scars but I can’t live with the open wounds”.