We met ..

And finally, after almost two years, 

We met …

I have no words on how to explain how our date went but it was more than amazing and I feel so grateful about it.

At the beginning I was so worried that things will go wrong and I will loose him, forever this time. But things went great and we got back together to that crazy lovely couples.

What surprised me that he still remembers all the single details about me, what I like, what I hate, and what I’m used to be addicted to.

He remember all the piano pieces that I can play as he used to encourage me to learn harder and play it perfectly.

When he left, the hardest thing was for is to learn a new piano piece without him motivating me to never give up.

I love him, I told him in a really low voice while I was between his arms, he didn’t reply and that made me worried a bit.

He told me that he missed me before we hugged and I replied I missed you more. But later before I left his car, I told him I love you and replied this time, “i’m dying from love for you”.

I love him, apart from all the things he did to me and I said earlier that I won’t get back with him, but things happened so fast..

It felt like I carried the weight of the world on my chest for years and now this weight turned from pain and sorrow to happiness and love.

He makes me happy, he saw how I was happy with him..

He loves me and I can see it from his eyes but there is still something i’m worried that will make him leave me again…

I told him “I was scared to meet you”

He said “Why? You know that I won’t ever harm you”

I told him “No, it’s not about that, I was scared that after this date I will loose you forever”

He replied without hesitating, maybe a little but I expected him to stay quite “I won’t ever leave you again”

And now, since there are few days left and i’m flying back to the other side of the world to continue my studies, we will face ma y challenges and I hope that this won’t make our relationship gets weaker, I need him in my life, I need him by my side..