Every night battle

I love him…

I say it inside me,

Whenever his name,

Image,

Or voice,

Comes in my mind,

I miss him,

I say it inside me,

Whenever I see his instagram posts,

Snap chat story,

Whatsapp status,

I hate you,

But I love you more,

And I miss you,

But I still hate you though,

And I love,

More than you can imagine,

And I hate you,

For not ‘Seeing’ how much love I have for you,

And at the end,

I end up crawling,

Hugging a pillow,

Keep on crying,

Screaming,

And finally,

Fall asleep …

And this is my battle every night for the last two years </3