I’m scared from getting hurt again

Maybe it is not about you,

Maybe you aren’t the one who is holding me back from falling for someone other than you,

After playing all the scenarios in my head over and over again,

I realized that I’m scared!

I’m scared from getting hurt again!

I’m scared from going through another nightmare of the same kind,

And be chased by two nightmares not only one …

If I could just undo the years, and never get involved with you…

Never meet you and never fall for you,

I wish we just stayed strangers,

I wish we became enemies not lovers!

But going back in time is impossible,

So I don’t have any other choice except to relive your memory every day,

And keep pushing everyone away so that I won’t get hurt by another monster!